Hour 50When we first started dating
I told you I was afraid
of having sex,
staring into the emptiness
that was your eyes,
because I was raped
when I was 13
and I told you
I would never wish that
upon my worst enemy
We dated for exactly 5 months
to January 15th
and then we broke up,
although i did not break up with you.
You did not break up with I.
It was a mutual understanding,
although I will never understand
and you knew that all along.
The first time we had sex
I started crying.
The media commercializes sex,
but what we shared
was almost too personal for me to live with.
The unstoppable force had moved
the unmovable object.
I knew from that moment
I had wanted to spend the rest of my life
and only you.
On exactly our 4 month anniversary
you told me you were going to kill yourself
and I saw the determination in your eyes
and that scared me.
It is said
we do not think in regional
when we panic, but
please don’t let me defend myself.
I could tell you loved me, becau
UntitledYou can't say your smart if you cannot form this
Idea that bliss is not just ignorance,
But realizing the fact that you can't ignore this.
That somehow you will feel the need to say no,
But you cannot say you stand up when people tell you to say so.
Sometimes you have to go against the crowd.
When everyone stays quiet you have to say loud
And clear that there is something wrong
When sexist shit is mentioned in 90% of todays songs,
And the government will not even legalize weed;
Meanwhile pollution so bad we can't even breathe
And everyone's priorities are always distracted.
You know what though, the single fact is
We need to rise up and take a firm stance
And not go fold when we're given a hand
And not understand the person we call the man
Is too busy getting rich to go give a damn.
Cause it seems now a days everyone living in poverty.
What the hell is wrong when people have to resort to robbery
To attempt to put some food on the table
And get enough money for a family to be stable